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If your home has never been safe, have you always been homeless?
GO FUND ME. FUNDRAISER FOR SAFETY & SECURITY Even the safest home always had someone around to hurt me and make my safety feel nonexistent. But now that home is gone too. All my cries of fear and cries for help from my pain have been ignored. No packing besides what had already been packed…
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finally find life for the world to say no.
I have lived with chronic suicidal ideation almost my entire life. The first times I wished to be no more began in the first grade, I was 6. No wish for death, just to like cease to be, combust into glitter and return home to the world I belonged to. At 8, the concept of…
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Fuck It’s Cold
I have so many posts started in my drafts. Half written, but it all feels meaningless. Whats the point in this existence? Not a single person cares to do anything when we need immediate action. Its now reaching temperatures of freezing at night and I throw up everything I eat. My stomach is always bloated…
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Tumblr Flies
That face you make when you’ve been tripping too long. It was a good time but maybe shouldn’t of been a long time. Anyways a lil late but happy Pride to all my queer followers and fans! 🌈 Proud bisexual (more pan but I prefer to use his) over here! 🩷💜💙 For pride I went…
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Tumbler Wat? Old head
aging is such a beautiful process, i just don’t seem to know how to do it. Don’t you love how when you go to your Google photos and it gives you those cute little memories and throwback videos and collages? Gosh darn haunting and adorable. You can’t help but look away but then look back…
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Tumblr Recovery: Well fck
Update: He stole all my tools, assaulted me while i slept, and tried to steal my service animal. well; i guess that was load of bullshit. Ali’s Antics 2024 original post Those Moments When You’re a Ball of Emotions… Then you have a friend come in with a message like this: Oof right in the…
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true loneliness
I grew up always sensing I did not belong. Just standing out side the window looking in at the party, never invited. No one felt like they understood me, accepted me, loved me. I want to be loved. I want to be understood. I’m not sure exactly why no one knows me. I try… I…
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Love from Another Lifetime
Its Time to Keep Living Once upon a time we must have been star crossed lovers. A different lifetime ago. We must of had some horrible conflict. Our souls could not forgive. Then in this lifetime you found me. My heat was closed. Celibate, learning to love my self. My life soon exploded as if…
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Trust Issues
Safe is only a feeling, not a reality. Are these just the thoughts of a hella anxious girl? Or the ramblings of a trauma bound woman? We precieve safe. What defines it? One foot in front of the next. Swing your head back around your neck. Check surroundings. Scan hiding spots. Seemingly a “safe” &…
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Can U Not: An Inclusive Community to Heal and Grow
Do you ever want to spill your guts, word vomit, trauma dump, or even excitedly glee with you giddy? Ya, same. This bee here loves to yap. I loved tumblr, sure it’s 2026. But i loved having a blog. Write about my feelings. Photo essays of my life. Share my work. Write poems and spoken…
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