Even the safest home always had someone around to hurt me and make my safety feel nonexistent. But now that home is gone too. All my cries of fear and cries for help from my pain have been ignored. No packing besides what had already been packed months ago was done. I couldn’t sit up for more than a few minutes. My body is in decline, my weight dropping fast while my steps dropped from 10k to maybe 1k almost days. Then any thing i had to cling to safety was ripped from me.
All my work to prevent it has been denied. Instead they see an addict, not a hurt person seeking help and having to manage their ability to function into their own hands. My first night I spent $95 on a room that I had to spend an hour fighting to check into and belittled for not having 50 for the deposit at the front. It’s been almost 20 years since any sort of vacation has been had, and that was the one and one time I’ve had booked a hotel room. My life has never been one of rest and enjoyment. Yet that’s what everyone treats me like.
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I’m not able to go to shelters as of if I want a private space to prioritize my health I can’t have Dexter. But if I go to a place that will allow Dexter it’s dorm style which will cause my autistic burnout to grow and my meltdowns to increase. I am exhausted and just want to be able to rest, and Dexter be safe. So I’m on the most unsafe homes couch… I forgot about the newest demon addition. Ugh. Now I’m too scared to sleep. But Dexter can rest. Hopefully me too…
